The Waiting Game
I am in the
I am better at waiting than I used to be. I’m sure it has a lot to do with my getting older, but I also sense that there’s more to it. I am much less aggressive about my plans and desires than I once was. I think that I have gained some perspective on myself. What I want and what I do is very unimportant. The part of me that belongs to something bigger has nothing to do with my intellect or my accomplishments.
I have been a cold and egotistical man for most of my life. I am a good man and I’ve never done anything to cause pain or suffering to anyone, but I’ve also been a largely uncaring and judgmental man. I have left many to their own troubles and I have often judged people by the capability of their intellect. It doesn’t matter to me anymore how smart some one is…my criteria for judgment has changed to the content of someone’s heart and character. I have been too proud of my capabilities, which are a gift that I did nothing to earn, and not focused enough on my compassion for others, which is the only gift of lasting value that I have to offer. In the end, no one will care what I did or accomplished. I used to be in a hurry to establish my legacy…to leave something behind…to accomplish something important. The only legacy that I worry about anymore is the amount of love and compassion that I can share with others on this journey. There’s really no rush anymore. My work here is in the journey…not in the destination.
There was a small family of Mexicans on the flight in from
So I wait…it occurs to me that waiting is a big part of my life. I think what matters is what I do while I wait.
Best! Norm.
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